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Oct. 29th, 2006 @ 01:03 am Going going GONE!!!!?
Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: THE FRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKay So I've said most of what I need to say on my other LJ but I'll repeat it for the sake of those that don't view it. Basically my friends I might not be seeing as much of you anymore seeing as I'm nearly 90% of the way to leaving school. I might go to West Notts but I doubt it, I'd have to apply for next year giving me months of freedom which I won't eaisly relinquish so meh... fuck knows what I'll do we'll find out on Monday.At the end of the day I don't know whether or not I'll regret it...knowing me I probably will. Please somebody save me and tell me what to do!


BTW: For those who know World of Warcraft...the vid on Youtube of Leeroy Jenkins is hilarious.
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Oct. 21st, 2006 @ 08:52 pm WARNING!: COMPLICATED BULLSHIT FOLLOWS!
Current Location: Limbo
Current Mood: Absolutely Fuckered
Current Music: The Fray
Okay, a brief bit of background, I've missed almost an entire week of school and I was already behind in work (I said it was brief)

Thursday I came home to a suprise...my Dad wanted a chat and at this point I'm thinking 'shit has queen V called home again?' Well it was kinda like that, he basically gave me one of those talks were he's not having a go at me but trying to help me- you know the ones I mean. Well basically I discovered how predicatable I am cos everything he said was pretty much spot on...e.g. I'm in school for the social side and i don't care about the actually learning. He then brought out the big guns of you can lie to me but don't lie to yourself.

So I kinda like working at Wilko's (if I were to go full time I'd look at Games Workshop preferably) I kinda hate school but I love my friends. Mr. Grewal was quoted as saying 'what's he playing at?' when he found I was missing for anotehr lesson having believed he'd seen me during the week. I'll obviously lie to him and say I wasn't in, he must be seeing things etc. It's got to the stage now where I really don't have any guilt or care about other people as much...it's Grewally, how can that be? the nicest bloke I know!? Well if I don't catch up on all my work that I missed and/or haven't done then I think its over, and if at that stage it isn't and Grewal kicks me from either Law or Business it is trully aster la vista.

I was told by a few people to go to college and do art- it sounds appealing...

I'm going to Joe's tomorrow, hopefully it'll take my mind of it...but I have a serious choice to make and I really don't want to. It's time I started acting!
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Oct. 10th, 2006 @ 09:34 am To work or not to work...lets play on WOW!
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Razorlight- America Sugarcult- Los Angeles
I kinda feel bad...though not alot...cos today is the second day I've skipped school this week. Although with very good intentions, the weekend seemed to pass so quick and I had things to do that all work got pushed aside. Yesterday the plan was to do my Law and Business homeworks then write up a personal statement for Crossley. Well again I got distracted, mainly by the thought of an extended sleep for the first time in a long time.

Take 2...After 10 I plan to do all this work, whether or not I do is another matter altogether. I know I've probably missed bomb loads of work from lessons but to be honest I'm past caring now.

Start work tonight YAY!!! I'm not getting paid a lot but then again I'm still a 'trainee' I work 2 and a ahalf hours a night doing a piece f piss job...so I'm not complaining- every little helps.

Massive downside or plus side to this (depends on your POV) is that I'll be able to activate my account again on World of Warcraft, which I have really missed. It's another one of those things that makes teenage life bearable (lol. Of course if I get that back the likelyhood of me doing any work at all is greatly reduced, seeing as I'm doing sod all anyway. Meh, I'll find a way...I always do. I won't get paid until the end of the month, which is a pain but I can get back on track in that time before then throwing it all away...hehe
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Oct. 8th, 2006 @ 09:38 pm Drudging...
So today is Sunday and the inevitable drudge up and down a muddy field to the taunts of people who think they are better than they actually are. Despite possibly foolish optimism (because I knew who we were up against) I expected to play well and yearend so much for a hat trick or at least a brace of goals. Well I think it was our worst performance to date even though it wasn't our heaviest loss. 10-0 the final score and I nearly broke out into a fight with their no.2 and bench- fortunately I didn't instead I did the usual andconverted anger into energy, unfortnately the defenders did nought to help and i had the ball at my feet once during the whole match to run at them. So I went on a rant on our official website.

Also I can't believe they mentioned Craig's tap in from last week but didn't mention my blinding free kick in the CHAD, they've now excluded both of my goals from their pages and its getting frustrating.

Yeah no homework done again this weekend, its really gonna get on top of me soon.
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Oct. 2nd, 2006 @ 10:41 pm Bend it like...Adam
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Anything that sounds good with an AMV
Yeah, sorry its been a while, can't explain that, but now I'm back adn first things first...Sunday and my match, okay we lost 17-2 but that doesn't matter. I scored a free kick even Beckham himself couldn't have scored (primarily cos he'd have to use his left foot to score it, and he doesn't have one- metaphorically not literally) I was fouled by their keeper outside of the box about 22-25 yards out from the goal. Anthony the left back was told to stay back by Ash who basically said, Fuck off Anthony stay back. The player/manager Kieran came up behind me wanting to take it but I said 'no I've got this one' to which he replied 'are you sure? Alright then, but get it higher than last week.' Gary was shouting from inside the box, put one in (put it on a players head basically) and Muggy the captain had darted from the back screaming for me to lay it up for him to blast it along the ground...Well I gnored all of them, I stept up and with my left foot swung the ball into the centre then it bent back on itself to go into the top right hand corner, the keeper had no chance and was confused by the amount of spin I had put on the ball. Muggy asid 'thank God you didn't lay it across.' Well had I missed or scuffed it liek my 3 previous free kicks then it would have been a slaughtering but instead it was praise for the best goal I've scored whilst in competitive play.

As for school, I'm nearly on top of my work which is a first. Got one essay and a plan to do. However I have no idea what lessons I have cos I've lost my timetable.

And finally I have a job! As of Thursday I'm working at Wilko's YAY! MONEY!
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Sep. 24th, 2006 @ 04:33 pm Two pints of lager and a packet of crisps
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: hear you me- still
Ok, so I'm feeling alot better today despite the football result. We lost 5-1 but I felt we should have won it. They scored 4 poxy goals and my through ball to Craig was never offside. Being man of the match of course meant that I got a free pint back at the pub. Though unofficially I was man of the match for the previous two games excpet that Keiran the manager wasn't there to conuduct the thing. Damn! Dev scored for us and I should have had 2 (though both were speculative long range efforts).

Subbuteo is off this sunday cos my mums been working and she didn't want to come home to 8 kids chanting and cheering- fair deal. And its probably off next week as well. To be honest, I don't mind I could do with a break from it.

See you all tomorrow...
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Sep. 23rd, 2006 @ 12:53 pm The slacker returns
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Hear you me- jimmy eat world
Well I wagged yesterday, just hung round in x6. Mr. Maloy walked in and asked why I was dressed 'so casual' (jeans and t-shirt) so I just told him the 'truth.' Wedding was okay but it rained Mark's dancing at the disco was definately the highlight. But I left early to come home- once more frustrated about something though I don't know what. As the night develeoped I got more and more aggravated and angry and my mum tried to talk to me but Mark and my Dad wouldn't leave us alone, in the brief second we got in the kitchen we agreed she'd buy me a punchbag- which is cool.

Today my dad and mark are going golfing with Jacob my 6 yr old cousin, apparently he's really good. Not sure what I'm doing, possibly just sleep or alternatively try and find someone to play football.

James still hasn't shown me his script for the film he's doing and I'm starring in, so soon I'll write my own, I'll improvise over his anyway. Psh...won't go ahead, thats why I agreed to do it
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Sep. 21st, 2006 @ 11:20 pm Running away...
Current Mood: confused
I'm having another funny turn, don't know what I want to do and don't understand what I'm doing. Really shouldn't have missed law but I didn't feel up to it. Likewise tomorrow I need to go home early but I'm gonna wag the whole day instead and just chill in x6.

Did a lot of thinking when I got in from my nanna's (having recovered from the huge meal she gave) which was probably a bad idea. I started to feel like shit, left msn and went for a jog. I went once round my estate then up to school, next down fairholme drive to the chinese takeaway, back down to the BP up to chippy down the jitty and back to my house. Had I not sprinted the last bit I good have gone round again. Took my mind of stuff for a while but then it all came back when I finished.

We'll see how things go tomorrow...
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Sep. 19th, 2006 @ 06:59 pm Conflicting Interests
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: all the usual
Okay...yet another hard day when I have again come to realise that I know nearly sod all when it comes to business, which isn't a good thing when I am taking 5 papers on the subject this year! Although I am happier with psychology. I didn't want to go to Biggers lesson today but did...I actually quite enjoyed it. I will be missing it on Friday though, don't have too, I only need to miss 5th to get home and changed but why not take advantage of the occasion and get as much of the day off as possible?

tomorrow school plays brunts- hopefully a team I play for might get a win this season...hehe

In addition to the normal toils of my life I have been inundated with requests of an anime picture. The list includes Katie, Grace and the best friend of Gill, whose cousin Melissa may also want one done. I don't mind just give me a pic if you want one. Unlike Katie who expects me to memorize her and make her look good at the same time!
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Sep. 17th, 2006 @ 06:11 pm I made a promise...
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: God knows its all over the place
Okay, the gist...

Well I didn't feel up for the match this morning having slept in a \__ sort of position and to be quite honest my mind wasn't on the task ahead (I repeat GOD DAMN ADOLESCENCE). Anyway I made myself a promise (which I shaln't enclose in this entry) and went to the match. It seemed to go on alot longer this week and we conceded 17 goals. However...I scored my first ever goal which I dedicated (the promise) and I went flipping mental, everyone (even my own team) thought I was insane because it meant so much to me.

My subbuteo match with Rory has been cancelled, last minute dinner for him and his family, could claim a 2-0 forfeit because he told me an hour before hand but I need to beat him 5-0 to catch John.

Should be revising, but as I say my minds on other things right now...

Oh and to make the day worse Man U lost 1-0 at home to Arsenal and Chelsea won 1-0 against Liverpool
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Sep. 16th, 2006 @ 08:36 pm Old adversaries in a fight to the death...Man U v Arsenal
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: klavier- rammstein, John Denver- country road
Movie night was cancelled, other than that nothign interesting has happened-uhh, well yeah anyway...
Dad made aot of bread with our new bread maker- it was yummy.

Tomorrows agenda: includes being flattened in a cup game, watching Man Utd v Arsenal back at the pub then round 6 of the FFL against Rory's Kingston Knights whilst John takes on Erics mighty Shamrocks. Hopefully Eric can steal some points from him and allow me to get ahead in the league.
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Sep. 16th, 2006 @ 12:59 am Their bark is worse than their bite
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: No Seatbelt Song- not depressing at all & This Charming Man
Nothing much went on today. Though Kellen, Kill and Sam did alot of shouting which was funny. Wasted my two free periods this morning but what I wanted to do I did after school- which was draw an anime pic of Gillian (I'll show you guys on Monday or whenever I next see you).

I have a new ambition in life and I intend to fulfil it, one way or another. Anyway this is just a brief post to keep up appearances- see ya all soon
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Sep. 14th, 2006 @ 06:32 pm Telling times...
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Rammstein
Overslept this morning so I missed business- oops so I had just the one lesson today.

After school I trained with the choold football team and it went pretty well. I assisted two goals and put in another two that were saved or wasted. However I haven't fully recovered from Sunday yet and I was knackered well before the end.

Parents are officially back and have regained dominance of the TV in the lounge. I taped my mum a documentary on Freddy Mercury- I never knew he was Indian (isle of zanzibar)
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Sep. 13th, 2006 @ 06:20 pm Transatlanticism
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Rammstein- Das Model, Amerika, Sonne
Last night my aunty came round to help with the cleaning which suprisingly only took an hour- the place was spotless (well almost) Hoever I think the excitement damaged me because my back is wrecking. After she had left I went around LJ looking for some friends and began to talk to this Canadian lass about lots of stuff until 2 in the morning. I was amazed how similar we are.

Today was an okay day- the furniture was moved round again (twice) and the year 12's weren't communicating as usual but I managed to get something out of Freya and Laura as well as sum disturing stories from Jess walking back from the cob shop.

Tomorrow I'm staying behind after school to try out for the school football team which hopefully will be alot more fun than being trounced every Sunday with the Green Dragon. Mark ate the last pizza which I was saving (seeing as he's supposed to be staying at my nannas) so I made some roast potatoes, yorkshire pudding and some curry to tip on top.
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Sep. 12th, 2006 @ 10:05 pm Say what again...I dare you, I double dare you...say what again!
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: das model - rammstein
Today was the big clean, my auntie came round to help me and suprisingly it only took an hour! Other than that today has been another boring day in which I have come to question yet again why I am continuing at school because I seriously don't know. I also opened another LJ account with my songs and poetry and stuff but need to get into one of those communities which is something I'm a bit weary of doing at the moment.

At school I'm trying to organise a football match between teachers and students which would be great. The teachers have a match against Meaden on the 29th of this month and need some practise- can't wait if this thing gets going.

John made a fair analysis of me today in that I seemed ticked off or something like that. This is true, it's due to alot of factors coming together to make my blood boil- so I'll apologise in advance if I get ratty at all this week. I just need a bit of space I think- and time to contemplate things.
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Sep. 11th, 2006 @ 06:40 pm A right good beating...
Current Mood: exhausted
I felt so ill and knackered yesterday I didn't find time to write the days events. Woke up early to meet for the away game in Kirkby against Beaufort. It was a wasted trip really, we got annihilated 15-0 with me the only person willing to do any running. The stand in captain got a bit fed up of my shouting- but he's a fat wanker who cost us 10 of the goals. In my teams defence they are all drunks who smoke two fags before the game and at half time whilst the opposition consisted of players who had played together for 4-5 years and most of which are ex-semi-professionals.Today's injuries included being studded on the right foot 3 times, being elbowed in the face twice, a bleeding ear and laid on by a fat man for 15 seconds.

Had dinner my aunties and talked about bees- don't ask.

Then got home to host the FFL and won my match 4-1 (the 1 because I scored an own goal from 35 yards out.

Finally I watched one of my favourite films 'Meet Joe Black' and went to sleep before it finished, I'll watch the rest in a bit.

School was tough today, I was exhausted from the weekend and the heat made it hard to focus on anything but sleep- though I wasn't in as bad a state as Rach (girl you need some sleep). Tomorrow is worse, apparently it's hotter and I have five lessons (4 of which with the same teacher) and then I have to come home to clean the mess that has gathered over the last 5 days whilst my parents have been away. I'm dreading living on my own- the only reason I'm cleaning is because my mum will kill me if the house is a mess when she gets back.
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 09:10 pm hello...operator
Current Music: loves tragedy asunder & someday you will be loved
Despite going through inner torment during the day (doesn't matter) I just wanted to post to say- I have had more phone calls today than in my entire life, the phone has rung about 20 times! And I feel quite bad because my grandad has given me £25 to live off till next thursday- I had over £20 already but I spent it on the booze for last night- match of the days on in an hour, that'll hopefully cheer me up
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Sep. 9th, 2006 @ 12:24 am hey, hey, hey you there...what the hell is this?!
John, Rach, JO and Jacob are round, expect Phil and his girlfriend. I'm prety smashed again, and I find it funnyt becuase my cousin Rachel keeps phoning to check on us. hehe. I'm back to my usual elf, nothing's changed....so far
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Sep. 7th, 2006 @ 08:45 pm Get the F*ck out of my house...and leave a tip!
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Halo- ? Pretty Girl- Sugarcult
Been back at school 2 days and I have already come to terms with the fact that I ain't gonna do this. The new guys in there aren't the best company either. JOh Allsop and Chris Holmes are quiest plus I don't really like them from my history with them. Aaron Duckworth can be alright, though his grin bugs me and I just remember him as cocky from a school trip. David is nice, he is worried about not upsetting us year 13's. Theres also this tall lad with a pony tail who hasn't said a single word to me and I don't think he's said anything to any year 13. The girls are shy, I know GRace and Seeba but Jes is alright and her two friends Laura and (I can't remember the other one- it's a weird name) are again quiet but they seem very nice. My frustration with our new company increased when I walked in at break on Wednesday and saw them playing wih my poker chips without having asked. THey've settled in very well. Now they've introduced themselves they are aloud to use them when they want- but would you go into someones house you didn't know and take a packet of crisps from the food cupboard, no, so ask before you take fellas.

WEdnesday night Rach came round and we watched East is East and she fell asleep during Bill Bailey. I walked her back and we talked about stuff- I'm glad you said what you did, it shows you trust me Rach (whioh makes me feel good about myself), cheers.

Timetable isn't too bad at a second glance, 20 hours free from 50. However I walked into Queen V today and we got talking (seeing as she's been monitoring me for the last few months. SHe said she expects I'll be in the study room and library more this year (after I told her I'd be working harder) to which I said 'yes' like a fool. Then with a smile on her face she said that she'd periodically check up on me once the term got going. I know it's for my own benefit but if she does keep checking up on me it'll be a nightmare.

John's still staying with me but he seems to of disappeared and not told me what he's doing- I expect he'll turn up after midnight whilst I'm trying to get some shut eye. His current love- the Mighty Boosh, okay, simce they keep sayng, how can you judge it if you haven't watched it blah blah blah, well I watched the hiker episode from series 1, purely becuase when Mark does the speech about the thumb and dagger I find it quite funny. I watched the episode and got two slight smiles, and one semi chuckle after the speech. I really don't find it that funny- end of conversation.

Tomorrow everyone is invited round to mine, bring some booze and I'll get some as well- we can get 'proper wrecked.' Though I expect it will be John Rach and myself as usual, Phil hasn't rung me but I've been informed he's working and will try to drop in after if he can. Jo is invited and has confirmed he'll come but I don't know if he will (btw- everyone can sleep over if they are worried about lifts home). I will see if I can get anyone in x6 (x19) to come tomorrow but it'll be last minute and they won't but oh well, more booze for the minority.

Once again looking forward to the weekend, wedding reception on Saturday and opening game of the season on Sunday, away in Kirkby (Head's down!) but as usual my brother has put me in jeopardy again by kicking me dead centre in the thigh, but it should have time to heal by Sunday.

Finally, today everyone went to Leeds Uni (well nearly everyone) but why Rach and Kellen did you go just to go to the pub, you can do that here, across the road in fact, save the fiver for 2 or 3 drinks. Anyway, see you all tomorrow and hopefully after school at my house.
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Sep. 5th, 2006 @ 12:02 pm The Great Cat Burglar...
Rach invited me over for another movie night- Brooks and Kellen were also there. FInally left just after midnight without putting much consideration as to how I was getting into my own house. I arrived and the porch door was closed, I then thought they'd locked it- phew they hadn't (shelter from the rain at least). Then I tok out my keys and put them in the door but they wouldn't turn. My parents had their keys in the lock on the other side- Sh*t! The backup plan, I climbed over my neighbours garage, setting off their burglar light scmapered across the roof and jumped onto my backyard. I had to wake Mark up so I lobbed lots of pebbles at his window- luckily he was still up (training Mewtwo to level 100). My dad wasn't too pleased this morning- oops.

Other than that I feel okay, my right ankle really hurts, twisted it kinda on the way home last night, and my left thigh hurts from the ppretend scrap me and Mark had before I went to Rach's were he kicked out to give me a dead leg. If I can't run this Sunday I will kill him!

John's moving some of his stuff to my house where he'll be living for at least a week (maybe longer) and people are from now on welcome round whenever.

I told my dad that he cold go and see Daly about Mark's results today because school is open (they shoukl have sent them through the post but haven't done). My Dad doesn't want to go down because he knows it will ruin his holidays when he jabs Daly in the face.

See you all soon if you're coming down later...
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